You Know, Maybe My Thinking Has Changed

It's monogamy this time, though? I'm for it. Have someone special, someone to connect with. Connected sex is always the best.

I like having someone regular, someone I connect to. I liked it with Mat, he is the only person I slept with for years.

That isn't exactly true, but pretty much. Mat’s wanted me to have threesomes, like I did with previous boyfriends, but, you know, after all of that, I am pretty over it. Mat had sex with other guys and I didn't mind. It never cut into the time we had together. It was an occasional thing. And he always offered to pick up cute Italian guys with me... but mostly I turned him down.

But, you know, maybe my thinking has changed... treat me as I'm special, if that's what you say I am to you... and I'll do the same. I've told you how I want to play this time. You agreed.

You know what I mean?